Poem 18


The fuel in my fire

This weight on my shoulders today
I can no longer bear it
I wish it to go away
It makes me feel like shit
I know I have to go on
But is hard even to try
I stay up 'til dawn
Sometimes it makes me cry
My time to sleep is the day
When darkness rules my life
Things are never my way
I always end up in strife
How can I make you realize
That all cause is pain
You must open your eyes
I am going insane
My life has never been mine
Maybe one day it will be
But that is only what you see
I live my life in darkness
The only shadow there is me
What is it I poses
The power to be free