I started to realize my pain
At the early age of ten
Then my real terror started
I wasn't sure I could defend
My feelings were all confusing
Figuring it out was hard
Then I had later learned
That it started long before
Many bad habits I have
I'm trying to figure it out
I want to do this right
But I always have a doubt
I've tried to stop before
Not much success have I had
No one I can talk to
Can't even talk to my dad
Now I'm in so deep
The way out can't be found
So now I write my pain
And pray not ti go down
My poetry is written
Inside my journal green
Until my mom invaded
I wish it was a dream